you got an I ♥ ? written on the back of your hand

I have a riddle for you,
What is a guys thought process on liking a girl?
Yep it get to me too, Honestly i have no idea. Im seeing this guy and I JUST DONT FRIKEN KNOW.. I obviously really like him a lot...and I'm pretty sure he does too, but what is taking him so long to say something!? anything really -.- I mean ok, heres the thing. We act kinda like a couple but weve never had a seriouse conversation and I feel like if I ask him something about us he will go running the other way, and i dont want that to happen. Tomorrow I just plan...hopefully... on asking him about what we're doing like what I am to him..you know what I mean? Hopefully he will give me more of an answer than "yeah..youre pretty cool" I swear i will chop of someones balls if he says that. And im thinking of 2 possibilities. 1: He likes me too, we become an official couple. 2: He doesnt feel the same and I just dont talk to him ever again. I know youre probably thinking why not just be friends but honestly ive liked him too much to just think of him as a friend. I'm hoping for the best but preparing myself for the worst.

Lovey-Dubby songs anyone???
Most taylor Swift songs are easy to relate to.
Check out a cover of Mine originally from Taylor Swift, done by Julia Sheer on youtube, I cant stop listening to that!!!
Also While there i would check out:

Breath -Taylor Swift
My Love-Sia (personal fave :D)
All your-Metric
Help Im alive-Metric
Face up-LIGHTS

Aside from that, I was in a couple of fashion shows for the Sensation Mode Montreal Festival de Mode & Designe. I did 5 shows for 5 different amazing desginers.
Forever 21
College Lasalle
Academie arts&Design
Limité
Style Exchange
The shows were undescribable!!! The fast pase of the backstage to the moment you take your first stp onto that runway, when all eyes are on you and you just feel you youre on top of the world. Im very fourtunate of the friends and family that support me with this and I thank them all for being there for me:) It took me a while to go for my dream, but i believe i did it at the right time and now im loving it and so glad I took that first step.

Hi there
So Ive just gotten news that i am doing a runway show for forever 21!!!!!!!! YAY! Im so excited!!!
Ok also I went to a opening party for all the designers of the montreal fashion week and turns out i was the only model that got invited to meet them!!! And apparantly they really liked me and they want to book me fore more shows!!! so there I was a tall person at a penthouse suite in downtown montreal drinking champagne and eating chocolate covered strawberries and looking like a fool cause i didnt know what i was doing. BUT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN! I never felt so elite!!
On the music note!!!...
In every single demi lavato song i hear i get chills.. theres something about her voice that just gets to you and she could really hit the high notes well She just did a song with We The Kings called We"ll Be A Dream and i cant stop listening to it! I really love a good duet :)
ALSO Jack Johnson (L) when youre in that relaxing mood by the pool or just want to get away from the rush then he is really good to listen to Check him out on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u57d4_b_YgI :)

SICK D:

IM SICK and have a toothache -__- my doctor gave me som pills that work!! :D my mouth is completely numb of all pain...knock on wood. HAVE YOU BEEN WATCHING SOCCER!? First i was for portugal...then they got out :( now im for netherlands!!!!!!!! cause it would be cool if they won cause its a rondom team that noone really goes for YAY! :)
I hate being sick you wake up in the middle of the night to pee then BAM you have to blow your nose 60 000 times. then you cant sleep and just ugh -__- not fun. SO PAY DAY WAS AT WORK i be making da moneh FINALLY! i mean it took me 16 years and 7 months to finally work at a real place and get real money.
So today i am off to pointe claire village and frolock along the water. no not really. Just to walk there with a couple of friends then im out for supper for a friends birthday! :D woot!!

Summer Tunes!!!
What are song good summer songs and make you want to party in your friends backyard with a big pool and a bunch of people???
Mine are

California Girls
Young Forever
Memories
If i had you

And a lot more ;P

WORK/HAIR

Work work work work work WORK!
My friend (erica) was telling me about her dad owningn a moving company, AND they wanted workes to move and label and take inventory of all La Senza Wearhouse Samples!!! they are being shiped off to other countires! i didnt get the full detail but hey for 10$ an hour or 8 hours im there.! So today was my first day WOOO!...no not really..My hands are covered in red ink not to mention intense foot craps from stnadding all day and bruises on my had from repetative motion of stamping! But overall I did have fun, I learned a alot too and they actually need me for more days! so that is pretty friken awsome. But dont worry about MACS im still applying :P
OK SO as i speak my hair is wet and in a towel waiting to be cut. My original hair is long, akward and it doesnt really have a style so noww, im getting bangs and layers!!! ^^ Picture above. its a new different style for summer 2010 and thats what i need.
YAYAYAY im working tomorrow!!! more monneehhh!!!!!!! hehehhehehheehhahwhwahwhawhamuahMWUAHAHAHMUAHAHA!!! <= that was a beautiful evil laugh thanks. K THANKS BAAAAIIIIIII!!!!!!(L)

WHAAAAAAAT!? ME!?

GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT!?!?
I GOT BOOKED FOR MONTREAL FASHION WEEK!!! WTFWTFWTFWOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFG!!!
I am so Excited and so overwhelmed that they chose me as one of there 75 models in the fashion show!!! This is super exciting for me!!! woooooo
OK SO I was in my garage when i got the call, at first she was telling me that she needed my portfolio pictures then she was like WELL YOUR BOOKED FOR SENSATION MODE 2010 FASHION WEEK. I wanted to scream right there and then! but somehow i managed to keep cool and collected! My mom was really happy for me aswell however she pulled off the "Well Wendy you can rely on this, go get a job" okok So i guess I have to apply to a lot more jobs now -__- ugh. I was thinking McDonalds as my last resort I applied to many places but I didnt get the call so WOOHOO McDonalds! Anyway my mom was right I have to save up LOTS OF money for Grad next year. Heres a break down:

Grad Ring
Europe Trip
Prom Dress
Convocation Dress
Cap and Gown Rental
Prom Ticket
Semi Formal Ticket
Semi Formal Dress
Hair and Make-up for Prom
Hotel Room for After Prom
**Panama Trip**-not sure if i want to go or not :S


Shiittt This is one expensive year..Well they all say you have to end Highschool with a BANG! so hopefully i can :) Also not to mention the cost for this modeling thing The photographer I went to is going to print pictures for my portfolio and its 30 $ a photo -______- I got 9 photos...-___- SO ANYWAY, through all this its really great to have amazing friends with you througout the whole way.

On a music note, go listen to Eminem. Just go. Listen to his lyrics hes amazing, Hes not one of those annoying rappers that rap about girl sex money or weed, he raps about problems in life and its just really good!:) I got tons of respect for him:)

Sensation Mode/ MMVA's

So, Last Thursday (June 17th 2010) I auditioned to be a model in montreal fashion week in August 4-7th 2010. The experience was amazing! It was my first casting call ever and it was kind of a big one aswell :S Anyway I havent heard anything yet...FINGERS CROSSED!!! Theres a couple of sites you can find more information about it but i find the best one I found is the one on facebook http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/Montreal-QC/SENSATION-MODE/55717904087?ref=ts&ajaxpipe=1&__a=16 The production is called Sensation Mode, and this year it is celebrating its 10th anniversary! On the link above ^ there are videos on the site on how it looked and how the audition went, and also Im in one of them!!! yay:]

Ok so did you see the MMVA's last sunday (June 20th 2010)??? I think I needed some ear replacements after all the screaming comming out of my TV cause of Justin Beiber... What did you think of Miley Cyrus!? overall the one outfit i loved from her was that brown long sleeved dress. Im definitly going to try to find something like it!!!
Down with Webster was BEAUTIFUL!!! there performance was great! as well as Katey Perry, just sweet! :) Her entrance was a little bit much though..I found. I mean common, do you really need that icecream truck and make a mess out of the red carpet??? Anyway thats just my opinion :P
HERE ARE THE WINNERS AND NOMINATIONS OF THE MUCH MUSIC VIDEO AWARDS 2010!!

http://www.shallownation.com/2010/06/19/muchmusic-video-awards-2010-winners-nominations-mmvas-red-carpet-photos-video/

Since its the summer I think i will be blogging MUCH more cause i get bored frequently:P

Check out the song Stadium Love by Metric AND AND AND NEW MONTREAL BAND YAYAYAYAYYAYA!!!! check out COLORSOUND They have just signed with MTV so there great song LOVE ME just appeard on the hit american reality TV show The Hills!!! how awsome is that!? check out there other songs and be sure to go see them if theyre around you! :)

Summer 2010!

WHOA ITS HOT! seriously the weather has been crazy, i got sweaty just by sitting down...attractive.I know. I wanna know some good summer songs that you can sit by a pool and just chill..LEMME KNOW!
Also in volgs Ive discovered a new, pretty amaizing, vlogger. His name is Alex Farnham, and his channel is Damitsgood808, He is truly amaizing espeacially with his jack sparrow, ace ventura and mad hatter impersonations CHECK HIM OUT!!!

Metric

I'm really starting to love this Band. If your into The Midway State, and MGMT you'll like them!They are from Toronto Canada!!!!! Which is super cool i find :) My favourit song by them is Gimme Sympathy. CHECK IT OUTTT

Desandnate

Check out Desandnate on youtube There videos are absolutly HILARIOUSE. My favourits are IDEK 9 1/2, IDEK MOVIES and IDEK lol guitar. They will definitly make you laugh, and you wont be able to stop watching there videos! Subscribe them if you like them!

Me & Kristina's vlogs!

Me and Kristina www.fashioninsparation-kristina.blogspot.com Have created our Youtube channel! it is based on Everyday life, things you go through, but in a more comedic way. Check it out! AND SUB IT :)